Pale and Sad

Pale and sad, that's what people describe me
I'm lost and can never be found
self loathing and hating reality
pushing people away was my comfort every time 
I look at the mirror, I call myself ugly


Getting constant depression is 
addicting like an ecstasy
it's either you kiss the pain or embrace it
I'm scared about the future which caused me anxiety
i just want to sleep,
and bury my body.

Earl Dignos


Name: Earl Dignos
Age: 16
About yourself: I like writing poems and inspiring a lot of people.

Favorite quote: "If you close your eyes you'll see darkness: but if you keep them closed and concentrate hard you'll see light." - Effy Stonem, Skins