Pale and Sad

Pale and sad, that's what people describe me
I'm lost and can never be found
self loathing and hating reality
pushing people away was my comfort every time 
I look at the mirror, I call myself ugly


Getting constant depression is 
addicting like an ecstasy
it's either you kiss the pain or embrace it
I'm scared about the future which caused me anxiety
i just want to sleep,
and bury my body.

Earl Dignos


Name: Earl Dignos
Age: 16
About yourself: I like writing poems and inspiring a lot of people.

Favorite quote: "If you close your eyes you'll see darkness: but if you keep them closed and concentrate hard you'll see light." - Effy Stonem, Skins

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Angel

The most beautiful girl I ever saw

Standing between the aisle of Judases

Her face that drops a thousand jaws with aws

And now my stoned heart is tied with laces

The only angel in a room of snakes

Vivid aggression in the chestnut floor

The angel fell with venom of mistakes

And the stoned heart doesn't care anymore

As he was sitting there, lonely with mere

Another diamond fell out the sky

His heart was suppressed with love and fear

But the brain may, but the heart cannot lie

He's happy as he holds her like a lyre

For she was an angel blazed with fire.

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Love Knows No Boundaries

Love knows no boundaries for it can reach you anywhere at any time and whatever it is that you are doing. Love works as it does not move. Love works when you least expect it and love works when you have no idea of falling in its magic.

Love knows no boundaries. It can reach two people in different side of the world. Most commonly know as long distance relationship. It is not faith and trust that bind them together. It is love. Faith and trust is what’s keeping them in love. Sure it is hard for you are to say good morning when you are about to sleep. It is difficult for love is complicated. There’s a hint of jealousy and doubt which is natural specially in this kind of relationship but it is because of love that make you feel it. Because you love that person so much that you trust him and doubt him at the same time. It is love that keeps you waiting for the right where you can say “Good Morning” at the same time zone beside the arms of each other. You’ll know that love is all worth it and that your love succeed and agreed that love works and knows no boundaries.

Love knows no boundaries. It can be in its desperate state and may come when you least expect it. We sometimes call it forbidden. We say that it can never happen when really it does. We say they are never meant to be together when love permits them to be. Sure it has risks, a lot of it but love sure knows how to keep them. There are a lot of doubts. There are a lot of complication. There are a lot of confrontations. There a lot of people that will keep you from seeing each other. There a lot of sadness and sometimes, a prolong one. There are least of happiness and most of it are temporary and doesn’t last too long. They may stay as memory. It is as difficult as long distance relationship but this is where acceptance comes in the form of love. Accepting that forbidden is what’s keeping them together despite the odds in their way. To accept that they find happiness in their secret getaway is love. Forbidden as it may seems but love is present ever since, you will say that love succeeded in its work and knows no boundaries,

Love knows no boundaries. It doesn't just involve lovebirds. Love is where you have felt the heartbreak. It is where you have been depressed for a long period of time. It is where you find moving on a difficult stage. It is where you almost lost belief in the magic of love. It is where you cry all throughout. It is where you are bleeding in love and afraid to fall for it again. The truth is, you are not afraid to fall in love once again, you are afraid that you might found someone or someone might find you and do the same thing that hurt you. You are afraid of the feeling that hurt you the last time and not to fall in love again. Love does not lost, love just faded and love cures you. It doesn't just work for two hearts finding each other. It also works to heal it at the right time and you’ll know you’re cured when you are ready to love again.

Love knows no boundaries. It isn't just for couples, the brokenhearted and the hopeless romantic. It is also for families. The reason why family stands still despite life’s heavy load. Love is what keeps your heart close to each other and love is not lost nor faded when the heavy load gets you, it is because love is corrupted by the problem you have entertained. Love is where you succeed as family that stays close and spiritually healthy. Love is where you don’t keep secrets from each other and love is where you accept each other in the family because you are family and love binds you together.

Love knows no boundaries for love is eternal. Love is the gift of God that he himself made. It works because love is why the Earth stands still. Love is from God therefore man to man, woman to woman, and forbidden love are not so forbidden. Love between them are legit for God himself knows that his gift doesn't have any boundaries for anything is possible. Love knows no boundaries between two hearts that felt the same unique magic inside of them. Love knows no boundaries, just wait or better yet, move along with it.

Guest Writer #4: LM

Name: LM
Age: 16

About Myself: (mysterious guest writer)

Favorite Quote: "It is not length of life, but depth of life." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

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Corrupted Memories

It's been years and I still miss the memories we made. I kept them like souvenirs in my hollow heart and empty mind. It's kinda unfair that you were there being happy with someone else and I'm here still thinking about your hushed voice last summer that gave me comfort to me as I hear it through the veins of my ears up until my heart that is thirsty for your love.

I still remember the days when we look at each other like we're about to kiss. I still remember the days when we held hands with each other that I felt safe like no one's going to harm me. I still remember when you kissed me that suddenly awakened my dead feelings. And it's kinda sad that I still crave for it.

But someone told me that in order to move on. You need to forget all of them. And I said, memories are forever and that can't change even the person in those memories changed. Yes memories are really forever but those are the things that I don't even want to remember that made me less stronger.

Guest Writer #3: Earl Dignos

Name: Earl Dignos
Age: 16
Tell me something about yourself: I like writing poems and inspiring a lot of people.
Favorite quote: "If you close your eyes you'll see darkness: but if you keep them closed and concentrate hard you'll see light." -Effy Stonem, Skins

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