Pale and Sad

Pale and sad, that's what people describe me
I'm lost and can never be found
self loathing and hating reality
pushing people away was my comfort every time 
I look at the mirror, I call myself ugly


Getting constant depression is 
addicting like an ecstasy
it's either you kiss the pain or embrace it
I'm scared about the future which caused me anxiety
i just want to sleep,
and bury my body.

Earl Dignos


Name: Earl Dignos
Age: 16
About yourself: I like writing poems and inspiring a lot of people.

Favorite quote: "If you close your eyes you'll see darkness: but if you keep them closed and concentrate hard you'll see light." - Effy Stonem, Skins

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Angel

The most beautiful girl I ever saw

Standing between the aisle of Judases

Her face that drops a thousand jaws with aws

And now my stoned heart is tied with laces

The only angel in a room of snakes

Vivid aggression in the chestnut floor

The angel fell with venom of mistakes

And the stoned heart doesn't care anymore

As he was sitting there, lonely with mere

Another diamond fell out the sky

His heart was suppressed with love and fear

But the brain may, but the heart cannot lie

He's happy as he holds her like a lyre

For she was an angel blazed with fire.

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Poem Of A Broken Heart

There are million things

that I want to ask you

but the answers are with you.

Questions that you left hanging

are the million reasons why I love you

and the million reasons why you left.

Your alluring eyes and its charms,

I melt when you smile and stare at me.

You used to look at me with feelings

but now you don't look at me at all.

You left without a fight

You didn't do anything at all

I don't know what's harder

to miss you or knowing 

that you won't miss me.

I'm letting go for everything that we had

For the meantime, I am here at this place

With different people and problems.

Drinking to null my mind on everything

For a drunken mind speaks a sober heart.

-MVB

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